happy 1 month, charlotte!

Dear Charlotte,

Happy 1 month birthday! I can’t believe that it has already been one month since we were rushing to the hospital, terrified and excited. Unsure about what was about to go down. Oblivious to how our lives were about to change. The day that we met you was, without a doubt, the most amazing day of our lives. The feeling when they first place that tiny little baby on your chest is an overwhelming and all-encompassing kind of love. I don’t have the words to describe it, and don’t know that I have the energy to try right now. The past month has been a rollercoaster of awe, exhaustion, and pure joy. And I feel so blessed.

In one month, you have changed so much. They say that the first days after you bring your baby home are a blur. However, the first days after we brought you home were a breeze. You slept pretty much all day and night. Your daddy and I smiled at each other, thinking that we were given the easiest baby in the world. We stared at you as you slept peacefully, and your sleep smiles melted us. We found it hard to believe that you were finally here… And that you were all ours. You slowly became more alert and I love to see how aware of your surroundings you are becoming. You love to lay on a blanket and kick your legs… I remember those kicks vividly, as they would often find their way to my ribs in the middle of the night. You’re a feisty little nugget, just like I knew you would be. You have your daddy’s lips and your mama’s blue eyes. We’re taking bets on what color your hair will be. It’s light, and seems like it could end up being either blonde or strawberry. Your skin is so unbelievably soft and your hair has that new baby smell that trumps both the new car smell and the smell of puppy breath combined. You’re often fussy around dinnertime, but you’re so happy in the mornings. Each morning I look forward to seeing your first big stretch as you wake, and the faces that you make as you wake up make me laugh every day. I adore everything about you. And I feel so lucky to watch you grow.

You, baby girl, are so loved.

Love,

Your mama.

Below are a collection of mostly iPhone photos of Charlotte’s first month…